mEh BAD :'(....she gOOd...still d same .... till its END :(

she was gud....i was bad....
but
now time has changed she lost her faith.....

  mEh redemp mah self....for u , I'll wait....
For being d best m always set....

its not true....i used uh all....
it was a time....was a selfish ball....

now u r doing d same....i can understand.....
it was never u....its me a dirty stain....

somewhere i spoiled life of ur.....
now its mah turn....and m all there....

U can use me yeah!.... I regret mah self....
U hate me a lot....even i hate mah self.....

When i ws drowning u saved mah life....
couldn't ease ur pain perhaps tried with knife....

may b it was mah mistake.... That's why u r punishing meh.....
  mEh deserve this pain....i really sud bee....

Whatever is happening....just getting what i did.....
M used to now....no matter of broken lead....

U mock me i know....may b till d end.....
but m not that bad dear....for once try to understand....

  mEh tried to get u....still feels d same....
u r in mah heart.....cant erase ur name....

Miss uH!!!! uuuummmaaaaahhhh!!!

WHEN I GOT HURT :(

I know, I can't be there all the time,

Its my fault, Ok! all my crime...

Love is nothing, Now my Love is no more,

I turst you blindely, Now I am at the door...

To leave you, I don't know how to live without you honey!

I am leaving this world yeah! I am not that bunny!!!

That bunny you began chat with him,

Its first way to get away, Ok! just stay with him...

I tried everything to make you happy,

I am sorry, I never get that, You were so lonely...

You ever need some cheek, I never realised,

I am too alone here still I am living in with my cries...

Whoa! You always said something about

what you broke, I don't care Nah! i care alot...

Everything of mine, I lost everything,

I thought you are mine didn't know I am nothing...

My heart, My feelings, You well played with me,

I am not your toy girl, No one can ever love you as i did...

I still do, I love you are not just three words,

It's true dear from inside, But now I am burnt...

Your shine always made me fresh,

Now, It's not mine damm! You want my crash...

So, I am doing all, Tried of being always in you,

I am sorry, I am really sorry, I can't share you...

I am not G-golo, As you think, As ever wondered,

I had a heart, You tore is & than leathered...

Now, Its enough girl, How much you want me to suffer?

You are using me, I am not your s#*t supple...

I am fade up of it, I trust you, You think I don't,

We had an awesome chemistry & you broke that bond...

I am not Mr. cOOl! as you r getting other,

I tried to be best as you made me better...

In short, I just got one thing by us,

MeH! belog with you, You don't it hurts...

Kind of feeling, Contentment I just lost,

I am dead still living as I am a ghost...

I am writing all this, I am sorry for it,

You made my laugh Goddamm! S#*T.

 Anxiety to lose you I am killing now,

I LOVE YOU for ever, But I am leaving now...

                                           :(  Iam sOrry!

....i lOsT yOu!....mAh lOve.....

I lost a Pearl, My life is in it...

In the sea of world, I can't survive shiT!

My Pearl is unique, She has her own way...

I am a sick bOy, In the fever of her way!

Can you belive it, I am dead without U...

My days are now off, I was bad but not U!

How could I be? I don't know, I am sOrry...

In the shadow of my dreams, I dOn't knOw, I am wOrry!

Living you somewhere, I feel you sometime...

LoOking you everywhere, But you are in my mind!

On mah knees, I wanna apOlOgize...

Whenever I did, Mah LOVE is not a crime!

You gave me everything, Provided me a life...

I ever wished that, I need you all the time!

Having nO fun, Without yOu my LOVE...

I am not dOne, Without you my PEARL!

 I am on the road, In the sun shine...

You are on the floor, Shading me a sign!

That sign of you care, You got me sO proud...

You are mAh dear, You gave me shout so lOud!

When I had gOne, You called me in the rain...

I got a sweeeet hUg, While falling in the fame!

YOu made me yourself, SweetHeart I LOVE YOU...

You took me in the show, Really my love is U!

But you never realized, How i feel the TRUTH...

I had no dise, Till I tell you m MUTE!

My heart is paralised, I was paranoid...

Whenever I cried, My sick mind is dead & vOid!

I LOVE YOU!

mAh sTeP,,,,i hUrT yOu... :(

It was a time, When I hurt you alot...

i thought you'll be mine & i am gonna rock...

You hate me my love, I know you do...

i I was living in a lie cozz time was not true...

You know cutiepie, My intentions were wrong...

later i realized, You are my life and has gone...

Tried to leave you from my heart, I got dumbed...

my life is in doom with the huge numb...

Now, I cant jump really like a lamb...

i accept it & trying to heal my love worm...

You were in trouble just cozz of what i had done...

actually i didn't know, How to tell you my moan...

Everybody told me that i am not deserving man...

i ignored the whole world & became your fan...

It was a mistake, I did i am not soo cleaver...

but i want to do it again & again, I LOVE YOU forever...

I know, I took that step was not on the right time...

I was on the block, Nobody was getting what i rhyme...

I don't know, How? Who am I???

You can't ease my pain, Till i die...

In this darn night, Someday i wanna fly...

with you, My dream, Which makes me cry...

Just keep this in your mind, You are my life...

None can replace you, My heart won't come ever DRY!!!

!I LOVE YOU! 

u dOnT dEsErVe mEh.......

Its not true, I am getting pleasure

driving off-way trying to get some humour

Life becomes my shit but a bit of mah homies care

& if u have something wrong in your mind than F#*K it over

Do you think there is no one who can make me in order

but you are wrong dear what i have lost i dont care

You were the reason yEaH! i got lost my temper

is it too late, I bet you would love me ever......

I had changed mah self to get you

I am just here to say I LOVE YOU

I cant leave you, I'll die i swear you are my life

your ignorance hurts a lot, You made me cry

I am trying to get you in the way

I am lost somewhere & again i say

You are everything for me & i live for you

I miss you a lot, I need you to......

be with me but now everything has beed changed

I dont want anyone cozz you have just cracked

my heart, My dad was crying in front of me

Sorry i cant take upset dad I am not a geek

Have you ever been seen 

I wanna ask you one thing

you like wealth...

Why! Why! pOwer is it?

I tried to leave this world, I knew, nO need

Reputation of mah family gottal F#*K finished

Even i can't say you love that guy who is not a fit

You kNoW? sorry dear he just wanna use your life

ItS not a gud for u have some shy about him

Give me a reason why you don't like to tell anything........

LeT Us finish it now, I know you wont listen me ever

fine you lost everything, I dOnT CaRe. 
dAmmh!

u nEeD tO kNow tHiS.................... :(

I wOnT dIsTurB you

i kNow yOu aRe iGnOrInG mE

IaM sOrRy fOr aLL thiS

yOU kNoW wHy lEt it bE.

cAnT fEEl tOnIgHt iTs tO tIgHt wHat i fEeL fOr you

i cAnt eXpLain yOu aRe lOOkInG sO bRiGht aNd dEw

tHuS i aLwAyS dUsT Ut mY sPeCtAcLeS

I sEe yOu iN mY eYeS aNd mY aNxIeTy iS mUsT

tImE iS nOt tRuE, iAm dOwN, nOoNe iS aRoUnD

mAy bE yOu dOnT wAnnA bE wItH mE cOozZ i hAve nO nOuN

oKeH! i aCCePt iT mY mOOmEnt oF lIfE

iTs notTa cRiMe tHaT I neEd you tO bE mInE

a BiT oF mY wAy, wHy dOnT yOu lOOk aT mE?

wHen i tAlK tO u I hAve a sHy wItH mInD eMpTy

oH! yEah, iAm not gEttiNg wHat yOu wAnt

iAm lOOkInG fOr yOu aNd pEoPlE sAyS iTs a mOcK

for yOu sOrRy dEaR i nEveR wIsHeD tO mAkE you bOrE

iAM nOt lIeInG bUt yEt iAm tHinKiNg mOrE.....

mY lYf...........mY tReAsUrE...........mY fEeLiNgS: I ApOlOgIsE

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I ApOlOgIsE

One of mah frnd wanna leave me alone,

I was not true, Never thought but i have lost.

I was always lieing, Yes i know,

I thing it made our relationship like BINGO!

MaH frnd had lot of trus on me,

It was only for me like gabby.

Always  i used maH frnd as a key,

To get my LOVE oh! really.

I took advantage of emotional feelingz,

played game, I did unfair so many sins.

Perhaps i have broken, Not only heart of a person,

Now i have realized that i was ruinding with my own hands a true connection.

I was not on track, So i was like that....

To get faith m bad, Always i said....

BUT, One day mAh frnd got reality,

Nothing happend after that and just forgived meH!

Even everyone knew m not deserving,

Thats why mAh frnd was leaving, One part of my life was destructing,

Theres no chance to give me chance again,

I'll try to change, Noo m changed,

You are very special for me forever,

You made laugh, I was upset whenever.

Iam writing to tell u something thats why m here,

You r my life, After u my life'll get over.

This is the hell is happening in my life..........

                       Iam sorry!

I Apologize........